Here I go...

I have been beind invisible bars for a few years. There was a time that my way of coping with what was happening within and around me was through writing. Things happened and i had some traumatic events that some how kept me from expressing myself in the way i knew best. Something changed in me today and all i have held in is starting to expose itself and i want and need to get it out. So here i go...

Wish we could go back

I wish we could go back to when things were brand new
When I was a version of me and you a version of you

When you filled my mind with promises and ways things would be
When i agreed and was happy to just have something all for me

I thought we'd be different, better, not the same as otherz
We are just the same, sometimes even worse , no longer loverz

Like i said you showed me what you wanted me to see
You took me for a ride, at the end of this road i lost me.

More than just what you see

I am more than what you see
I am more than what is me

Me is only what i show
Me is only what you know

There is more inside this skin
There is more to see within

You see tears, a smile maybe at times a frown
You see who you slowly turned into your clown

What you don't see is me, whats inside, whats within
What you don't see is me away from you, closer to heaven.